I can finally say that I’ve let you go,
But I think I released my feelings long ago.
I don’t know when it was that I realized this,
But always at me you seemed to be pissed.
I could simply say “hello”
And off into a rampage you would go.
On the outside I would smile,
But on the inside, emotions ran wild.
All I wanted to do was cry,
But if I did that people would ask me why.
I didn’t want anyone to know,
How it was that you hurt me so.
Every little thing I’d do,
Would be thrown in my face right back from you.
Why did you hurt me? Did you enjoy my pain?
To wash away all of my tears, I stood out in the rain.
I waited for someone to walk by
Maybe a friend I could tell why.
But I want to hear it from you…
What did I do for you to make me want to die?